Immature

This, coming from me. The infamous immature me.

Truthfully, deep down inside I terribly terribly miss being a murobbiah...

I miss all the mujahadah I used to have back in the States.

Now I think I'm just not at that par...

Sluggish, lazy, manjaaaaaaa hrmmm

Sounds pathetic, no?

I ask of Allah to grant me whatever is good for me & make me a better fighter for Islam...

And I ask of Allah to forgive me for my ever existing weakness...