Reaching Out

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim :)

It feels good to converse with your ex-mutarobbi again. 

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah. 

Having a pretty decent conversation, with ocassional laughter and teasing here and there I can sense you've changed (and me too, maybe). 

Even if we didn't see each other's faces, I can tell of how sincere we both are during the conversation we had. 

I am glad, for I felt for the first time, I talked with you and "looked" at you as a comrade. We talked, no longer in formality, which secretly made me grateful and relieved. 

We grow together on this road. You, definitely catching up on things faster than me and I can see how much you've grown and matured up. 

Dear ukht A, 

You have definitely become a better murobbiah and is doing a great job at that :) 

Believe in yourself that you can do things because you have potentials - a lot of 'em really-, and give all your love and care to your mutarobbi and the people around you. For, you are more than capable of doing so. 

It'd be wise to think less, and do more. Always do more, than just thinking what've might happened as long as those acts are giving hasanaat either to you or others :) 

Take care of yourself more, don't be so harsh on yourself. I'd say indulge yourself now and then, but it's up to you on how you'd like to do it. Cuz maybe by definition, we'd both translate it into different things altogether i.e., I'd indulge myself with reading books, and you could be indulging yourself with getting more involved in knowing your mutarobbi :P

I'd love to meet you face to face again, once you're back from the continent we met to this homeland. Those words that I can't utter during that conversation, Uhibbuki fillah aidhon ukht, I'd like to say that honestly from the bottom of my heart when I meet you later. 

Till then, take care my ex-mutarobbiah who I can now call my murobbiah. 

;)