Salam...
I'm perplexed with humans or to be exact,myself.Hmm...I don't know.Sometimes,when I think again,I just can't believe that I'm doing a preparation to go to the State.It's just unbelievable.When I reminisce my past,it makes me feel nostalgic.How I've changed so much(or maybe little) to become the one who I am right now.Maybe some people don't even notice the changes I had in myself.
I don't even know if I like the changes in myself.I'd like to be a social recluse once again,I really missed the feeling.Yet,I know that it'd do no good to me as I'm living in a community.It'd be pointless to live in solitude....I guess.*bitter laugh*
Once,my friend even said she saw me as 'kakkoi'.I felt like laughing when she said that coz she's way cooler than me.I am really gonna miss my time in high school especially when you were there with me,my friends.
Dear Farah,I'm in gratitude with you.Thanks so much for giving me a better insight of this life,mainly about the wondrous world of books!I can't express my feeling any better...You really inspire me to do better.I can never feel envious with you because I know that you deserved all the things that you have now.You claim that you're somewhat evil yet, you're one of the kindest and nicest person I've ever met.Sorry for not being the kind of friends whom are always by your side,who listens to your problems or who often contacts you.I'm sorry,my friend.
And soon,you're gonna fly as well but,sadly to other country.I wish I can study in the same uni with you like how we used to study in the same school,but it's already fated that we'll live our separate lives.I pray that you'll be guided by Allah always when you're there.May Allah bless you continuously with His blessings...Thank you so much for being my friend!!Thanks to Allah for making her one of my friends.Though we haven't met for such a long time,I'd never forget you.NEVER.EVER.
p/s: From now onwards,I want to write new vocabs that I've learnt.Love Owl City.Penance-I love this word...XD
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