I felt so tired these few days in INTI(baru 2 hari ja kot..).Don't know why,maybe not getting enough sleep or enough food...:D.Today's going to be the 1st day for this sem....weee~~
O Allah,help me to continue this journey as I'm feeling quite restless these days...amin.
I just finished cleaning my room and arranging my books yesterday.I found something which went unnoticed for quite a long time.The brochures from the Islamic Awareness week.I stumbled upon one phrase which struck me deeply in my heart.It goes like this,"the truth is, we are the slaves to our egos until we choose to serve Allah instead".MasyaAllah,it is very true indeed.
As I've learnt before,there are different types of nafs inside ourselves.The nafs are against us when we are doing good things.For example,the nafs tell us to eat excessively,to be lazy,to sleep late in the night and etc.Can you see?All this time,we're blaming Shaitan for our bad attitudes and all.But the thing is,we need to have a good control of our nafs as well.The best time to test that is during this Holy month.Like Ami wrote in her blog,it is in this month,that we're able to see the true self in ourselves.Well,that's how I perceive it.
*shakes head* not so sedap anymore....
I can tell you that I have less desire now.I don't have the desire to eat much this time, I rarely read manga and so much more.But,I'm still not perfect.I can't change my sleeping habit yet...X(.I just can't sleep early.Not good,not good...Aha!Maybe that's why I keep feeling tired.I need your help Ya Allah.Really...I need it.
While blog-hopping(yes,I do that a lot),I find that the posts in Afifah's blog are very interesting.Especially the posts that she started writing/typing for Ramadhan.Very nice...I'm struck by the Day 7 post.Hits me hard enough...*ouch*.And so,I vow to restrain myself from doing idle stuff when I'm supposed to remember Him.That means all the time bcoz we're full-time muslim,right?
Well,that's all for now...
Assalamualaikum...
p/s: The path of righteousness is the path that I long for.O Allah,guide us to the right path...
p/p/s: This post is meant for a reminder for myself and others...InsyaAllah.
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