But truth is, as much as you want to tell others about yourself, they won't get it. Or they won't be able to understand you, as much as Allah and yourself know you :')
To be honest, sometimes I get overwhelmed by just thinking about certain things about others. And how I really really want others to take notice.
But as one of my previous mad'u have shared, "We're actually alone in this world. There's us. And then, there's God." No one in between.
Though one can argue that, you know, we've got families, and friends, and lovers and our beloveds too in this world that act as our companions. I'll never refute that, ever because I've met many people who are willing to support me when I'm having troubles. Who are too kind sometimes.
But, just think about it. How many times do we wish they would've understand and help us better? When we're out of everything possible to answer it, we'll know for sure that in the end, it's Allah that has been there for us all along subhanaLlah :)
Sometimes there are times, I'd be having rough times and I just wish that I can find someone to talk with. Not just talk to.
But having been independent & socially awkward, lots of time, I have trouble expressing it to others because I'd end up telling things that might've come across as dangerous to them.
One of my akhwat said, it'd help a lot if you talk to Allah a lot. And I am sincerely believing that's the true case.
Goodness gracious, I am ready to move on. And start a new chapter. And maybe put on a new thinking hat, with better personality.
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