speechless!!

Salam..

Really!! I do not know what to say..Hmm..I wish there's nobody reading this bcoz sincerely, I created this blog just to say what I had in mind(which makes it no different from other blog).I'm never good in expressing my real feelings towards others.Seriously speaking, I'd never thought about this before but I think I'm a better listener than a talker. And for a fact, I write better rather than speaking with others bcoz I'm socially inept.Yep, I'm quite hopeless when talking with people!

I tend to observe others from far and somehow, it makes me happy whenever they're happy(esp the closeness of my friends).Frankly, I want to have a greater conviction to serve the purpose of living in this world in a better way. I want to grow stronger along with my fellow friends!!I want my opinion to be noticed but I failed miserably bcoz I lacked idea as to what to say to them. My brain just went blank whenever I speak to someone and I just nod to them whenever they're saying something...

I feel really embarrassed with myself if I were to compare what I've written here with others(esp ami and hanisah who writes really well and sensibly). I simply write senseless things here; sometimes I write utter nonsense. And, I've come to realize that I'm not ready yet to share with others except 'you', what I've written here bcoz it's complete nonsense and everything's jumbled up.I........really do not know how to say this in a better word.I hope you'd understand,my friend.

p/s : ak x nak jadi popular...hehehe.