Beauty

Whoever wants to purify his/her heart should choose Allah over his/her desires. - Ibn al-Qayyim (may Allah have mercy on him)

Isn't it a beauty to come forward to Allah with a clean heart?

Allah sees us individually,

He sees in us the beauty of our soul, our iman, our akhlaq, our sincerity in doing our 'ibada. 

That's what matter, really. 

I secretly miss earnesty, honesty, and naivety simply said...

I secretly want to express that I miss you guys. 

But I'm afraid you guys won't feel the same. 

I secretly want to say I am terribly sorry, for I can't or rather, didn't handle your tarbiyah well. 

I'm actually inept,unsuitable. 

A wrong choice. 

 No doubt. 

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Too vulnerable,

Too volatile. 

Allah, keep my Heart with You all the time. 

Innaka anta sami'un 'aliim. 

I want to be closer to You, really. 

I'm wearing out, so please lend me your strength,

Even just a little bit. 

Semoga akhirnya, aku tergolong dalam golongan yang masih memperjuangkan agamaMu. 

نحن الروح الجديد في جسد الأمة 

Kami adalah ruh baru dalam ummat