What's your 5-year plan?
And that question left me hanging (of course, I didn't say anything)...because I haven't been planning at all.
Well, maybe there are some things I'd like to achieve in 5-years time.
But truth is, I haven't really plan that well at all.
Every single day, I've been thinking that I am going to die today.
And that thought, I guess in a way, makes me very pessismistic that I am going to live for another day.
Maybe I am growing pessimistic after all.
I've been thinking that I do not want to get married, just because so I will have one in Jannah (if I were to get into it).
Man, this is all getting wrong. But I think you get what I mean.
All I've been thinking, every single day, is that "If I were to die today, will I enter Jannah" ?
Hmmm.
P/S : Truth is, my lifelong goal is to attain iman that of Abu Bakr. But I am nowhere close sadly :/
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