Pre-Grad

I've always wonder, whatever happened to those who joined D&T

And then suddenly disappear or choose to let go when they go back or go somewhere else.

Though I've read on why people would do so, those are just theories, aren't they ?


I'm still wondering, and feeling scared at the same time,

Because I might end up being one,

If my intention or niat & sincerity is not right at the first place.


God knows how much I depend on Him to keep me on this super long road,

So if I were to be gone, and nobody hunts me or gives up on me,

Well, I warn you, I'll see you in His "court".

Edit: Moments after pondering about this, I've come to conclusion, Allah's the one who hold their hearts. And He actually decides who stays and who doesn't...Allah knows best.