is what I need the most.I need to be more sabr.
Rational thinking is the best way to solve problems.
Proved by what I've experienced all these time.
Do not rush in making assumptions or decisions for it'll bring about unnecessary mess.
I want to change for the better and to be able to think clearly while I'm doing anything...Inshallah.
Finished TOEFL...alhamdulillah.It is now the time for us to strive for our future,my dear friends!
May Allah continuously bless us...=)
~Sabr and shukr are wonderful things~
p/s:it's the 23rd Ramadhan already.what have u done,nadiah?
Salam...
Wee~~I'm in the mood of writing.I've so many things to write/type these days.Too much free time,I guess.
The tazkirah between the 4th and 5th rakaat of the Tarawih prayers in INTI,delivered by some Muslim brothers are very interesting.Alhamdulillah,I've listened to two tazkirahs so far and I must say that,I've never heard anything like these before.The topics chosen were very simple yet gave a whole lot of meanings.
Last night was one of the night.The tazkirah was about the basic things in Islam which is Islam,Iman and Ihsan.The latter was focused in the tazkirah.Subhanallah...
The tazkirah left a big impression on myself that I felt the need to write/type a post about it.
Ihsan..What's the meaning behind this word?
Okay,lemme recall....
"According to the hadith by Umar Al-Khattab r.a;one day,the Prophet s.a.w(PBUH) was asked about three things by Jibril who appeared before those who sit with the Prophet. He was asked about the meaning of Islam,Iman and Ihsan."
"So,the Prophet s.a.w answered," It is that you should serve Allah as though you could see Him, for though you cannot see Him yet He sees you." when he was asked about Ihsan."
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The guy who delivered the tazkirah talked about lots of things related to this hadith.
What can I summarize from last night's tazkirah was;as the servant of Allah,we must have the sense of awareness in ourselves when we are performing our deeds.We might've think that Allah cannot see us and listen to us all the time.That's why most people choose to do the bad deeds during the nightime.Now,it all makes sense to me..
But,bear in mind that Allah s.w.t is not the same with us or any of His creations.He does not posses the same features as us whenever He sees and listens to us.Verily,He's All-Knowing and All-Aware.
It makes me realize that I've been thinking too much about inane things(like my previous post).If I were to remember Him all the time,I would not waste so much time to ponder upon these useless things that I've yet to understand.Maybe,I just need more time and yes,patience too..
*keep smiling and shining like these stars,Nadiah*
Most importantly,I've understood why do I have trouble to sleep early all these time.Astaghfirullahalazim...
I must be aware that Allah's watching me all the time.It's futile to conceal what's in my heart coz He too,knows that.
O Allah,forgive me for whining so much.I understand now,alhamdulillah...=)
Thank you Ya Allah,for reminding me again and again.
Salam...
- I hardly understand myself
- I struggle to talk with someone whom I just get to know
- I like to talk with myself
- I cannot pretend to like something
- I like stereotyping
- My thoughts are jumbled up
- I've been talking gibberish lately
- I suck at mingling with people
- I drained out of energy so fast
- I like posting long-winded posts
- I cannot sleep early today,yesterday,etc...let's just say everyday.
- I really like to procrastinate
- I'm easily obsessed with something new
- I'm so thick-skulled
- I prefer sunglasses than contact lens though I do not wear any of them
- I always like sidekick rather than the main character(maybe that's because he/she does not get attention all the time like me...heh)
- I feel like an otaku when I'm obviously not
p/s : i'm not being emo.i just really don't understand,that's all...:D
Salam...
I felt so tired these few days in INTI(baru 2 hari ja kot..).Don't know why,maybe not getting enough sleep or enough food...:D.Today's going to be the 1st day for this sem....weee~~
O Allah,help me to continue this journey as I'm feeling quite restless these days...amin.
I just finished cleaning my room and arranging my books yesterday.I found something which went unnoticed for quite a long time.The brochures from the Islamic Awareness week.I stumbled upon one phrase which struck me deeply in my heart.It goes like this,"the truth is, we are the slaves to our egos until we choose to serve Allah instead".MasyaAllah,it is very true indeed.
As I've learnt before,there are different types of nafs inside ourselves.The nafs are against us when we are doing good things.For example,the nafs tell us to eat excessively,to be lazy,to sleep late in the night and etc.Can you see?All this time,we're blaming Shaitan for our bad attitudes and all.But the thing is,we need to have a good control of our nafs as well.The best time to test that is during this Holy month.Like Ami wrote in her blog,it is in this month,that we're able to see the true self in ourselves.Well,that's how I perceive it.
*shakes head* not so sedap anymore....
While blog-hopping(yes,I do that a lot),I find that the posts in Afifah's blog are very interesting.Especially the posts that she started writing/typing for Ramadhan.Very nice...I'm struck by the Day 7 post.Hits me hard enough...*ouch*.And so,I vow to restrain myself from doing idle stuff when I'm supposed to remember Him.That means all the time bcoz we're full-time muslim,right?
Well,that's all for now...
Assalamualaikum...
p/s: The path of righteousness is the path that I long for.O Allah,guide us to the right path...
p/p/s: This post is meant for a reminder for myself and others...InsyaAllah.
